...wish right now!

I felt like I knew this guy when I read it. I felt like he took my feelings and put them into something incredibly awesome! I felt good, good that somebody else expressed this, FINALLY!! 


"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". -Neil Gaiman


It was my birthday yesterday, I'm finally 45 ! DAMN, I love this getting older thing. I'm starting to get white hair in a few places, I can't believe I lasted this long. My kids were really happy because they got to eat cake. But honestly, they have problems because getting older isnt something to be happy about. ANYWAY, that's all I've got for today !






I hope that makes you feel better Aakash !!! 

yours,

kidgonewild
P.S. I love you!