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Not as easily obtained as preached. As for love, even gratitude has trouble.

- Archie Naik



Something in the air brings out the true colours in everyone

-Gossip Girl

12.12.2010

Specially Someone...


"Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will."


Sometimes in life, we come across people who completely leave us speechless. They leave us seeking for words to say in the most simple times of life. Something about them is so different that it is impossible for you to accept and fully absorb. You become so clueless that you really don't know what is right and what is wrong for you. You don't really know where your time goes when you're with them. They take over your heart. You start to loose control of your heart as they are taking over you. You start to make decisions from the heart ignoring the pleas of the brain. Sometimes your decisions are regretful but, you never know if you made the right decision or not. This is one of the greatest challenges faced in this painful pleasure called, love. 


One of the most common questions I've been asked is What is love?  I believe not a single body can define love. Everyone has their own idea on what it is. For some, it involves pain and that is what defines love for them. For some, love is as simple as friendship. For some, it is being with the other which can include, friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, dog, cat, mom, brother, sister, and anything else possible for the imagination. Love is undefinable. Today, I have completely gotten sidetracked on what I wanted to talk about which was regrets and come to a conclusion that Love has no boundaries. So, you can never say, you crossed the line. Sky is the Limit and if someone tries to change that then they really are not worth your love.

Today's date is ‎(12)² 10♥
I think that's pretty sick, well anyway love you all who've caused pain and pleasure. Life is about ups and downs, and no matter what happens, the ones I love, I will always love. The loved one(s), you know who you are, right?


you know you love me,
xoxo.




kidgonewild


Ps. I know this is me blogging after months, I've been putting it off for so long for so many reasons. Today is just a special day.









6.25.2010

Lip Locked.

I have got so many things on mind today. My heart or mind, let not get too cheesy, is filled with thoughts. First of all, It's summer 2010! I had my last exam today and I hate people who stress over an exam after an exam. I might be a little hypocritical on this, but I am not always speaking from my point of view, the rightful point of view is considered. Anyway, last little while I've been watching Gossip Girl. Yes, S was caught lip locked with N, what is B thinking now? Well I'm definetely not the next gossip girl. And all I'm going to say is that she is definetely inspiring. But then again, I get inspired so easily by things without giving them a thought, SO DONT JUDGE!


There are many things that irritate me about Gossip Girl and many things I like. The manipulation going inside that show is there-isn't-a-big-enough-word-for-it. It's all very dream like. Most kids have banks overflowing with cash and the unfortunate ones act like they do. When a boy and a girl meet each other, do they really have to be lip locked an hour later. In reality, things aren't that easy. Not every boy whom you fall for will kiss you the next hour. See, very dream like. But then again, I love the show! All the gossip and bitches, It's kind of fun to see and thank god It's not so bad around here. *knock on wood*


Recently I have had some thoughts mind about how people act and react. I have decided that from now on I'm going to try to be honest, be myself, and be free to do whatever I want not what pleases people. This is just a goal...As gossip girl once said, "Something in the air brings out the true colours in everyone."


I had more thoughts, but they got lost along the way. 
So, Hope your having a great summerrr.






you know you love me, xoxo.


kidgonewild

6.09.2010

Lightening don't strike, the same place twice.

It's been a month and to say the least I've been busy. With late nights to fun times to just plain old school days, Its been a fun while. Recently I traveled to the United States and I realized that even their trees are BIGGER than ours. Okay maybe, they are older, but they were indescribably HUMONGOUS! It was weird. Anyway, I love it there, the joy of my cousin brings. I hate the country though, well not hate, that's kind of strong, but dislike anyway...and if you really want to know why. Visit Intenss. His blog is prettyy nice :)

Anyway, life is pretty boring. We need more parties and dancing, and people who like to live it up! Seriously, I hate it when people are so down about everything, and not enthusiastic. Like, why come to a party when all you're going to do is sit around. Well, this is just experience from over the years, don't take it personally.

This saying makes me think a lot, and I have no clue why.
"DANCE LIKE NOBODY'S WATCHING!"
^ that isn't something you choose, to me when it just happens. How can you watch people while you're dancing. Then, you're just not dancing, you're watching. And maybe if you're a certain creep, you can do both. But I don't know about that.

And, finally, I did something great this week. I gave up my facebook! I did! I told my friend the password and, told him not to tell me until Exams are over. Even I can't believe I'm saying what I'm about to say but it's true.So now that I've been off of it, I don't really give a shit. You should all try it, it feels kind of good to be away from the overload of information. Having facebook turns you into a stalker. If you're saying, "NOT ME!" Well, you're wrong because you don't choose this thing! So, anyway, I'm happy to be off this stalker job for a while :)

I think thats all for today and I don't think I did so well on this post. Well, it'd been a while. I promise you better next time. Maybe after exams, or maybe before.


kidgonewild
P.S. I love you!
P.P.S. Here's a little quote I created. 
"I just think that its about time I blink back to reality, because words mean more than what they seem" 
ENJOY THE SUMMER!

5.11.2010

...wish right now!


I felt like I knew this guy when I read it. I felt like he took my feelings and put them into something incredibly awesome! I felt good, good that somebody else expressed this, FINALLY!! 


"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". -Neil Gaiman


It was my birthday yesterday, I'm finally 45 ! DAMN, I love this getting older thing. I'm starting to get white hair in a few places, I can't believe I lasted this long. My kids were really happy because they got to eat cake. But honestly, they have problems because getting older isnt something to be happy about. ANYWAY, that's all I've got for today !






I hope that makes you feel better Aakash !!! 






yours,


kidgonewild
P.S. I love you!

5.06.2010

I just haven't met you yet!

Ah, What a week it has been...I'm so glad it is Friday tomorrow. TGIF, almost anyway =]

S.A.C. ?
Shitting all Candidates?
oh my bad, Student Activity Council ..
Well, whatever it is, it is SHITTING. Maybe, not completely. But, when it comes to elections, its defen. Shitting all, fine most, of its candidates. All this campaigning for my friend in the last week has thought me a lot of things, some of them i was reminded of, while some were new.
"I'm voting for him cause he's hot"
"I don't know him"
"Hes my brothers..ahahah"

Really? Are you kidding me? So this generation chooses its leaders based on looks and popularity! Well, I know popularity, not that I can understand it. But looks, honestly, if every one of you out there choose that good looking guy in some kind of hope, I doubt that hope is going to change into anything but a hope :P
All i have to say now is, watch out, cause Canada is going to have its hottest PRIME MINISTER. SOON! HELL YAH! 'Cause, that's all we want anyway :)

Alright that's enough of that rant. And sorry if I offended? somebody, but, I really needed to get this across to somebody. And I cannot be sorry if I did, because this is purely my opinion and nothing more :) So, anyway, Good luck to all the S.A.C. Candidates of RH and many the best man/woman win ! :) <3

The Notebook quote, oh i didn't forget :P

"You're the answer to every prayer I've offered. You are a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don't know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have. I love you, Allie, more than you can ever imagine. I always have, and I always will."

This is one of my favorite quotes, so nicely worded and so sweet!!
By the way, I finished reading the book, and I liked it. The only thing is, the ending was a bit weird... I didn't see it ending so bizarrely , maybe some people think it's cute. To me, it was just boring....Nothing exciting?

kidgonewild
P.S. I love you!

5.03.2010

.Let the love I have for you live in your heart.. and be forever (L)


Here goes...
So for all those weight watchers out there, here is something that will get you far in life, a very long way i must say. - NEVER GO TO A BUFFET - Those places are designed to put weight on you, seriously, the amount of food they have there is stupendous. Considering that I'm a vegetarian and there weren't as many choices for me, I still gained around 4 pounds today, I'm guessing.. which is pretty sad !!


Yesterday, I was at a party, and this mother said something that caught my attention. She is like : My daughter has my heart, she's really sweet but she has a lot of attitude. But, I think thats vital to survive in life/high school. OH JEEZ. That girl of hers is a spoiled child with major attitude and apparently that essential..So now you know why you have all these b*tches in your school with heavy attitudes... THEIR PARENTS SUPPORT THEM....
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Anywho, I've been reading the notebook and I'm not quite finished but, It's an amazing book!!! It almost made me cry...damn Nicholas Sparks is a great author...and I'm going to post a quote in each blog..as long as I can find some interesting ones...


"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and i doubt if  you planned on falling in love with me. but once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. we fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that;s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."
-The Notebook


This book is really inspiring and expresses love very efficiently.
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And Finally, I came acrosss something today why I was walking home..it was...Oh the teenage brain, it is fascinating! The ability it has to dirtify simple sentences like "Tap her head" ... Funny... You know what I'm talking about Hollow Head, and My fellow Zeeee....who btw has amazing abilities !! You guys are halerious, made my day ! : ) So, all im saying is be careful of what you say..you never know...what it will turn into...you never know...


thats all for today,


kidgonewild


P.S. I love you!

4.28.2010

Just Like A Dream, You Are Not What You Seem.

After loads of arguments and funtimes, I have decided that it was about time, I did something my self. I'm kidgone wild from A vs A. I have no clue what I'm going to be writing about, but when i do have a clue, I promise it will be absolutely pointless! Well, maybe not completely, but mostly ;)

So, for those who have not been following A vs. A, You should totally check it out ! On the side, there are some other links of blogs that I believe are worth seeing..Check those out ! Also, if you don't know who I am, I'm that amazingly crazy  niner in your school. But, I have no particular obsessions over movie characters that are not alive, THANK GOD! But yes, I love guys, food, reading, and it goes on...

Although, I try to be as peaceful and nice as possible, My personality is so that i hate people who act all extra and fake...doesn't everybody? 

Anyway, tell your boyfriend that if he's got beef, I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him ;)

kidgonewild


P.S. I love you!